Castles in the air.

There are days when you are so tired it is almost a euphoric dream. Sleep deprivation truly is a deceptive state of being to the mind and soul. Oddly enough, it can be sometimes almost be fun, well maybe not quite. Well I dont know now that I tihnk about it. Obviously , my decision making skills are rencered useless as well. (And just a dsiclaimer that spellchek is out of the question today, not that i utilize it to begin with. ) Ive written about my battle with insomnia before, I think I inherited my ability to never sleep from my Mom. Sometimes my mind will keep me up, other times, my body thinks there is something fun I would miss by giving it the REM it needs, and other times I stare at the ceiling counting every atom in a square inch.

Today, Im tired. My reasons are far and in between but I almost feel like I can see you standing in front of me , like a mirage after some deep dehydration. The kind of mirage that brings great pelasure into the escapism in which I seek to avoid the fact that I really just need some rest. Almost dream-like, but with a twist of fate. Definately not a good driving condition to be in. My cat-like reaction skills are certainly not up to par this morning. I see castles in the air and lagoons on mountians. i should think even conjuring up a haiku for you might be too much.
However, I enjoy this altered state of conciousness, even if it means Im so tried i cant see straight. Somewtimes its nice to view life horizontally and vertically at the same time. Either fight it or embrace it right?
Today I embrace this, along with my coffeee and the gallons of water I need to consume today to make my body happy and get right with my soul.

So cheers to you , and my well wishes for energy love and light. And if you could, send some energy my way today , I need it. I can feel its presence already.